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Day 12 — The person that caused you a lot of pain

dear you know who,

i still can’t be around you. i’ll always love you, no matter what. i hate how mean you were to me but i still want you. i hate it. i wish i could just never see you again sometimes, but then other times i just want t be your friend. sooooooo confusing.

i miss you more than you know/ is appropriate. i need to get over you. when i think i am i realize there is a tiny tinyyy little part of me that isn’t. i will not ever be with you again, i know that for sure. but i still will want you. you messed me up so bad, ic an’t forgive you for that

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

dear PaPa

i know you never got the chance to say i love you, but i know you did. thank you for everything you ever did for me. i love you so much. and i miss you more than you know.

the family just isn’t the same without you. we can’t even have a normal thanksgiving without you. everytime anything reminds the family of you we can all feel the air thicken. wwe’re too scared to talk about you. maybe it’s just too soon. but i feel like i’m forgetting you, sometimes i can only remember you in speech therapy or watching the summer olympics in your hospital room. i don’t want to remember you that way. i want to remember the big teddy bear we had. hard on the outside and soft on the inside. i love you so much papa

always,

megan

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

dear shylo,

we used to be best friends. we texted every minute of the day and talked on the phone every night. i miss that. :( i just wish we could be friends again. It’s like you’ve just forgotten me. i hate that feeling. i really miss you

megan

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

deaer johnny depp,

you.are.hot. i wanna sex you up. the end

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

uhm if i had one of you i would say you are cool. i think

(via fuckyeahgorgeousguys)
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day seven- ex bf

dear ex bf,

you were super creepy. i don’t even remember what i saw in you at all. when i’m around you my stomach turns and i feel super uncomfortable. you are so weird and sensitivve it freaks me out. you cry more than i do, and your pms is worse than mine too. get a hold of yourself. grow some balls. have normal friends. don’t be so creepy, joelle is going to notice what a creeper you are and give up on you. she’s weirded out already and you guys aren’t even dating. do yourself a favor, man up.

Megan

day six- a stranger

dear man from camp (Jai),

you are very good looking. i’m really sad mecca called dibs on you. leave hamilton and come to mountain view.

love’

megan

day five- your dreams

dear dreams,

you are the best. i love every single one of you.

love, megan

missed a few days

because i was at cheer camp! t was so fun. we got first in ome pom, first in the cheer, second in the dance, superiour squad, the leadership awarrd and 3 gold ribbons. go varsity!